That feeling when there’s an idea on fire inside your head and there’s nothing you could do to extinguish the flame even if you wanted to, so you decide to go out like a boss and start piling wood on top of it, stoking the pyre with research and materials from every source and medium imaginable, turning it into a bonfire lighting up every part of you, and you know that if you can just get the recording devices set up in time, if you can write everything down fast enough, if you can make a permanent record of what’s going on inside you, then it will have the potential to light up others exactly the same way—maybe just a few of them, maybe thousands upon thousands.
That’s the best fucking feeling.
